I Cry
By: Carolyn Marie Stubbs
When you said goodbye,
When you said that it wouldn't of worked,
All that we have been through,
I don't care who knows it,
I cry.
When you screamed at me,
And called me wounding names,
Times then I hurt the most,
I don't care at all,
I cry.
When you beat me and battered me,
My life is in shambles,
All because of you,
Turning me the wrong way round,
I cry.
When the world is turned upside down,
When all I can do is be me,
Don't be the worst of it all,
When all about me is just heartbreaking,
I cry.
When you took me for the ride of my life,
Hurting me inside and torturing me,
Turn me into a
Love
Love is ours,
sweet and pure,
Love is forever,
always wanting more and more.
Love is so kind,
so perfect at heart,
Love is what we make of it,
we will never be apart.
Love will never fade,
will never ever dim,
Love will shine,
especially when you're with him.
Love will guide you,
through thick and thin,
Love is the greatest,
knowing you can always win.
Love is Cherrished,
to have and to hold,
Love will always be here,
and will never go cold.
Love for us is winding,
especially when we are togehter,
Love is our light,
that will guide us forever and ever.
Music
Music is the musician words of life,
it speaks of love and heartbreaks,
anger and happiness.
Music is it's own voice,
it has its own expressions,
feelings and ideas.
Music is a way of telling the story,
the story of life and how we live through it,
through all the hurt and pain,
through the love and respect of others.
Music is not one person,
but millions of people who dont know it yet,
Music is found in every heart,
even in my own.
Mom's
moms are very loving,
though at times we think we hate them,
especially when they think we are wrong,
when we are surely not.
moms can actually be helpful to a lot of us girls,
though we hate to admit it,
and we always will try to hide our real feelings for our mother,
but really you cant complain,
you really do love eachother.
so no matter how hard you try,
no matter how bad you feel,
mothers will always be by your side,
to take care of it all.....
The sleepy puppy
wake up puppy,
its time to eat.
wake up puppy,
dont sleep all day.
Rustiling the food dish,
not making a stir,
come on puppy stop the snore.
Wake up puppy,
its time to rise and shine.
wake up puppy,
its not bed-time.
poor little guy,
didnt sleep to well last night,
let him sleep,
he needs the rest.
Halloween
trick or treat,
smell my feet,
give me something good to eat.
Dressing up,
playing pretend,
dragging nagging parents to the end.
Candy here,
Candy there,
rotten teeth found everywhere.
Playing tricks,
scary faces,
all a lot of fun,
especially when its halloween.
Feelings
I love you,
I hate you,
thats what we always say.
I am sorry,
so am I,
we always forgive each other,
but most of the time I cry.
I will always love you,
and so will I,
we have feelings for each other,
and we always will.
Together forever,
till death do we part,
love to us is forever,
having love will never drive us apart.
Hate and love
i hate you,
i love you,
thats what we all say when were angry,
or when we want to make up.
tradgedy,
hatred,
horrifying life.
Love,
peace,
and maybe some friendship.
all can be forgotten with just a bit of love....
The field
the field where me and the kids play is so dreamy,
old trees to climb and pretend that its something else.
fence peices sprawled over the ground,
pretend that they are a small and thin bridge,
having to cross a boiling lake of lava,
to save the princess.
laughing,
playing,
having fun with friends,
some times you wish the fun would never end.
sun is falling along the horizon,
must go in before it gets dark,
tomorrow morning we will play again,
maybe this time we will adventure,
an adventure of the mind.
Free
free as a bird should be,
flying high soring strong,
dont be kept inside,
freedom rings in all ears,
we just got to hear it.
ring the bells of freedom,
the bird has flown away,
into the night,
and on for miles and miles,
it wont return till it is ready.
freedom is a precious thing,
that can last for years to come,
living is beleiving,
together we will fly,
our hearts beat as one,
freedom is forever,
and it will never be undone.
"Imaginary"
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they’re falling tell a story
[Chorus:]
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
[Chorus]
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
"My Last Breath"
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but
Life
life can be good,
life can be bad too,
all of what you make it is how it comes true.
hold your head up,
life isn't that bad,
only in your dreams can you escape the torment.
Lying inside yourself,
hoping that death will come for you soon,
life isn't worth living,
well for now anyways.
So try to live life to the fullest,
try as hard as you can,
sooner or later you shall find what the real prince charming has at hand.
Love is a light
love can be great,
love can be strong,
finding mr. right aint ever going to happen,
love cam be blind to a broken heart.
love is a light from within,
lots of people try to hide it try to keep it hidden from everyone,
let it go let it out,
let it find the perfect soul,
dont be rude,
dont be a pain,
try to mend that broken heart.
Forgotten
Lost,
and found,
never to be seen again,
waiting for someone to find you,
driving yourself insane.
Dont worry you will be fine,
dragging a chain of torment,
finding you cant escape,
worring that you will not return,
worring that you will not escape.
Death waits for you,
dont let it get to you,
worring that you shall not be awoken from the horrifying dream,
finding yourself lost within yourself,
hoping to be awoken.
Love at first sight
you see eachother for the very first time,
your hearts beat as one,
love is a cherished thing.
dont use or abuse it,
love can be a tradgedy,
like romeo and juliet.
but love can also be like a fairytale,
like cinderella,
love has its ways.
dont be afraid to show your true colors,
love will find even the coldest heart and warm it inside and out,
love can be the greatest thing,
just dont over-do it.
Free
free as a bird should be,
flying high soring strong,
dont be kept inside,
freedom rings in all ears,
we just got to hear it.
ring the bells of freedom,
the bird has flown away,
into the night,
and on for miles and miles,
it wont return till it is ready.
freedom is a precious thing,
that can last for years to come,
living is beleiving,
together we will fly,
our hearts beat as one,
freedom is forever,
and it will never be undone.
The field
the field where me and the kids play is so dreamy,
old trees to climb and pretend that its something else.
fence peices sprawled over the ground,
pretend that they are a small and thin bridge,
having to cross a boiling lake of lava,
to save the princess.
laughing,
playing,
having fun with friends,
some times you wish the fun would never end.
sun is falling along the horizon,
must go in before it gets dark,
tomorrow morning we will play again,
maybe this time we will adventure,
an adventure of the mind.
Hate and love
i hate you,
i love you,
thats what we all say when were angry,
or when we want to make up.
tradgedy,
hatred,
horrifying life.
Love,
peace,
and maybe some friendship.
all can be forgotten with just a bit of love....
Feelings
I love you,
I hate you,
thats what we always say.
I am sorry,
so am I,
we always forgive each other,
but most of the time I cry.
I will always love you,
and so will I,
we have feelings for each other,
and we always will.
Together forever,
till death do we part,
love to us is forever,
having love will never drive us apart.
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